Not sure if I've mentioned this before but it seems that every time after a long break from blogging, i'll have the random thought of trying out a new blog template. but always it seems that my decision is still to use to this template which have followed me through quite some time.
Again not sure of something. not sure why today is such an auspicious day to create a blog post. i know it has been a long time since i updated this blog. but then again i always ask myself why does this blog exist? other than to perhaps let jefferson read and maybe get a good laugh.
Not sure if i know what is it that i actually want. part of growing up is the changes happening oneself. i think im not the kind to easily embrace change. maybe i have been too unexposed in my past such that now changes affect me more than it should.
I don't think i've met another person of my age that is more childish than me.
tbc?